Its been 2 years since my brother got sick with kidney failure, and I can see the pain he is going through. Everyday I only see my parents treating him like a sick kid being so over-protective. I am very sad to see his situation but at the same time i can't show my sad part in any way. Its like my emotion is dead.
I thought to myself I should not treat him like a sick person, but to treat him like a normal person who is living a normal life, and my parents thinks this method is so cruel and they think I am selfish and self centered. I don't care about what others think about me Father, I only care about what You think about me. I won't ask You make him well or to create miraculous healing on him. All I want is to show him a reason to love You. He needs You more than me Father.
Thank you Father for Your sacrifices and Your LOVE.